SIENNA EYES..

Gazing at the dark cloudy sky
She wondered why is she changing
She wondered where is her mistake
She wondered where is she lacking
She wondered where did she miss
She wondered why is she lost
She wondered why is she not happy
She wondered why is she not contended
The heart pondered
The mind became numb
The sienna eyes spoke
The eyes spoke the language of silence
The language of fear
The language of pain
And the tears rolled down

She knows the reason
Within the heart
She knows the story
Of each drop of her tears
She knows that she cant express
She knows she has to keep within
She knows she has to suppress


And the sienna eyes burnt again
With deep pain and longing
They shut themselves with an overflow
Hiding all the emotions inside
And giving her the strength to survive
And a hope of happiness
With a promise of faithfulness

QUOTES WHICH CAN QUOTE YOUR LIFE..

Here are some quotes which have been creaed by me..and also some are picked up from books and authors..which can help people in their daily life and make life simple for them..if they are practically applied..i love them..hope u will----


""If you want to achieve your dream,you have to understand the omens given on your way of life by god""

""If you are not made for doin some deeds..and you still do it..your soul curses you""

""When you hurt a true heart,your heart is satisfied,but the soul is perturbed""

""You cannot change the world..so its wiser to change yourself""

""Everybody is a fool for 5 minutes in a day..wisdom is in not extending the 5 minutes""

""Courage is the most important determinant of success""

""Ther is only one hand that writes for the whole world""

""When you really want something..the whole universe conspires in getting it for you""

""Your heart never tells you to follow your dreams,because dats what hurts the heart the most..n heart dont like getting hurt""

""Everything you do,has only one ending""

""your heart never stops speaking to you,it only softens its pitch,when you stop listening to it""

""Eyes speak the language of your soul""

""You stop listening to your own instincts when you blindly trust someone for fullfilling your basic necessities of life""

""The love which stops you from realizing your dream of life is never true""

""When your trust hurts you,the heart cries,not the soul because it knows you were wrong""

""If you possess something valuable and unique,and express it to people--you are seldom believed""

""The universal language of the world is mere silence,which is understood by the wise and misunderstood by fools""

""Be simple and nothing special,the wise will understand and the fools will laugh""

""A closed mouth gathers no foot""

""The darkest hour of the night is just before dawn""

""The barriers to realize your dreams are merely your aspirations,not your necessities""

""God never tells you your future,if he does so,by some means,then the future is meant to be altered""

""If a voice within you says 'You cannot paint' then by some means paint and the voice will be silenced""

URGE TO ESCAPE

I cant handle myself through this unkind world with no emotions.its very tough to get through mumma.i want to hold you tight and cry my heart out because i know you are the one who can understand me,can feel me.i look at the unwiped teardrop i shed sitting all alone in the darkness of loneliness.i need you.although i cant tell u my problems but still i want to cme to you.please mumma.cme to me here.its gettin tough for me everyday.it seems i am not made to live here.i want to be cozy and cared by you,near you.i cry for you without showing you coz i knw it wud make you sad.i am not the one people think me to be neither can i explain them what i am.i am quiet not because i dont like them,its just becoz i dnt lik talkin and mingling wid people so much.people think its my attitude,but its the heavy heart which i carry within myself with a sweet smile on my face coz i knw that the people around me are not worth that they undearstand me and my emotions.i dont know y does this happen to me that i am not able to make my space amongst people.i dont understand the reason why m always thought to be a weak character..is it because of my simple nature..the love which i give to ny1..or the trueness which i hav.its not that i am proud of myself or i think myself to be a super character,but now i realize by coming into this world that i have some things in excess and some things in less.i feel hurt when sme1 dsent care for me..y..when i knw that the other person is just a stranger whum i hav met a couple of months ago,then y du i xpect and y du i give so much dat i feel hurt at the end.i dont knw y cnt i chnge myself according to the people around me.i dont knw y the hell du i xpect when i knw i will not get nythin in return.i dnt knw y shud i put myself own at each step so that i let the other rise in a hope that the other person would be with me when i need them to be.god does justice people say,but y does god make people lik me whu hav an extra weak heart to stand nythin which comes amidst the way.i know wat my weakness is...my biggest weakness is i dont know how to show nything fake..i dnt knw how generally behave in public..i dont know how to handle adverse situations.mumma please come to me mumma.i am very alone here.i need you..please come and make lif simpler for me..i cnt handle my emotions any longr..i need sme1 to hear my emotions .. this would help me find solutions to my problems.i hav been brought up tenderly in a cocoon of love which everyone is..but the problem with me is that i dont know how to handle things gently and cleverly.amidst the emotions i am unable to use my mind and thats the reason i get more entangled into stuffs which make my lif a hell to live in.i know i have a way out of things but the current situation becomes unmanageable.

VACUUMED MINDS

LIFE IS A COMPLEX GAME,WHICH CAN ACCELERATE YOU THROUGH HEART SOOTHING HAPPY N PROSPEROUS MOMENTS AND CAN CAGE YOU IN TOUGH SITUATIONS.GRADUALLY WHEN YOU GO THROUGH ALL THE UPS AND DOWNS THERE ARE SITUATIONS WHEN ONE FEELS THE MIND IS VACUUMED,WHEN YOU WANT TO GET RID OF EVERYONE AND BE BY YOURSELF,OR YOU WANT TO SHOW YOUR HAPPINESS TO THE WORLD AND BURST YOUR HEART OUT WITH LOADS OF LAUGHTER.THIS FEELING MAY LAST FOR A WHILE OR MAY EXTEND TO DAYS DEPENDING ON THE DEPTH OF ONES RETARDATION OR ACCELERATION.

THE PRIMARY INDICATIONS OF A VACUUMED MIND ARE:

* LOSS OF DECISION MAKING POWER

* RESISTANCE TO CHANGES

* UNFRUITFUL ACTIVITIES STOCK UP

A MIND'S VACUUM CAN BE CAUSED MAINLY BY TWO REASONS

* HAPPINESS

* DEPRESSION

FOLLOWING THE OLD SAYING,AS ONE KNOWS THAT THE EXTREME OF ANYTHING LEADS TO ADVERSE RESULTS,THE SAME APPLIES TO ABSTRACT SITUATIONS OF LIFE.THE IMPLICATION IS THAT WHEN ONE BECOMES EXTREMELY HAPPY IN LIFE,AND ACHIEVES HIS/HER HEARTS LONGING,THE RESULT TENDS TO BE NEGATIVE IF EMOTIONS GO OUT OF CONTROL.THE MIND STARTS LIVING IN THE SITUATION OF HAPPINESS.NOW AS WE COMPARE LIFE TO DAY AND NIGHT,WE CAN STATE THAT EVERY HAPPINESS OF LIFE IS FOLLOWED BY A GREY CLOUD OF SADNESS WHICH THWARTS THE SMOOTH PATH OF HAPPINESS.SO,WHEN THE BARRIER APPROACHES AFTER A PROLONGED PERIOD OF HAPPINESS,THE MIND IS VACUUMED SINCE THE PERSON FAILS TO HANDLE THE SUDDEN CHANGE AND LACKS THE POWER TO TAKE THE CORRECTIVE MEASURE OF PREVENTION,AND HENCE BECOMES RESISTANT TO THE CHANGES OF LIFE.

ON THE OTHER HAND WHEN WE THROW LIGHT ON THE SECOND AND COMMON CAUSE OF A VACUUMED MIND,WE SEE THAT WHEN A PERSON EXPERIENCES A PROLONGED SITUATION OF PROBLEMS HE/SHE TENDS TO BECOME PESSIMIST AND THE MIND FAILS TO BECOME NORMAL AS IT IS ADAPTED TO TOUGH SITUATIONS.IN THIS CASE,THE PERSON CHANGES GRADUALLY.HE BECOMES MORE CONSCIOUS,EVEN WHEN THE SITUATIONS ARE NORMAL.THE SPEED OF HIS LIFE TENDS TO BECOME SLOWER.HE LOSES INTEREST IN THINGS GOING ON AROUND HIM AND LACKS CHARM IN LIFE.LIFE BECOMES AN IRON CHAIN OF MONOTONOUS ACTIVITIES.GRADUALLY HIS MIND BECOMES A BLOB OF EVIL THOUGHTS FORCED THROUGH UNCHANGING DEGREE OF DEPRESSION.

HENCE A VACUUMED MIND MAY BECOME THE REASON OF AN UNSUCCESSFUL LIFE AND CAN ALSO LEAD TO THE ORIGIN OF EVIL THOUGHTS IN AN INDIVIDUAL.THOUGH EVERYTHING IN LIFE CHANGES BY TIME,ONE CAN SAY THAT A VACUUMED MIND CAN ALSO CHANGE,BUT PRACTICALLY,A MIND IS VACUUMED BECAUSE OF THE REASON THAT IT CANT ADOPT AND MOULD ACCORDING TO THE CHANGES WHICH COME IN ITS WAY,SO EVEN WHEN SITUATIONS OF LIFE KEEP ON CHANGING,THE MIND TENDS TO RESIST IT AND GRADUALLY DOMINATES THE CHARACTER OF THE PERSON AND DRIVES IT ON THE PATH OF DETERIORATION.