SIENNA EYES..

Gazing at the dark cloudy sky
She wondered why is she changing
She wondered where is her mistake
She wondered where is she lacking
She wondered where did she miss
She wondered why is she lost
She wondered why is she not happy
She wondered why is she not contended
The heart pondered
The mind became numb
The sienna eyes spoke
The eyes spoke the language of silence
The language of fear
The language of pain
And the tears rolled down

She knows the reason
Within the heart
She knows the story
Of each drop of her tears
She knows that she cant express
She knows she has to keep within
She knows she has to suppress


And the sienna eyes burnt again
With deep pain and longing
They shut themselves with an overflow
Hiding all the emotions inside
And giving her the strength to survive
And a hope of happiness
With a promise of faithfulness

THE TEARS OF A HEART

IT FLOWED AWAY IN THE DARK
CARRYING A DEPTH OF UNFELT EMOTIONS
IT SNEAKED FROM UNCOUNTABLE EYES
DUE TO ITS INEXPRESSIVE NATURE
IT BECAME MORE IN VOLUME
WITH ALL REFRESHENED MEMORIES OF THE PAST
IT FLOWED AND FLOWED AWAY
WITH NO ONE AROUND TO UNDERSTAND
IT BECAME MUCH MORE INTENSER
WITH NO ONE AROUND TO CONSOLE
IT QUIETLY BLED AWAY WITH ITS TORN PARTS
WITH THE TRACE OF A SINGLE QUESTION -
"WHAT WAS THERE TO PRETEND WHEN YOU NEVER FELL IN LOVE WITH ME?"

A HEARTS LONGING....

ITS THE STORY OF A TRUE HEART....

I LOVED THE HEART AS MUCH AS MYSELF,
I PUMPED IT WID MY BLOOD OF TRUE FEELINGS,
I LOVED IT WID UTTER EXPECTATIONS,
I DREAMT FOR IT,
I KILLED MY EMOTIONS FOR IT,
I KILLED MY LONGINGS FOR IT,
I THOUGHT THAT IT WUD LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I LOVED IT,
I THOUGHT IT WUD CARE FOR ME MORE THAN MYSELF,
I THOUGHT IT WUD CONSIDER ME ITS LIFE ,
I THOUGHT IT WUD CRY FOR ME WHEN I LEFT,
I THOUGHT IT WUD STAND BESIDE ME WHEN I WAS ALONE.
BUT NEVER IN MY DREAMS I IMAGINED THAT A DAY WUD COME WHEN,
IT WUD BLAME ME FOR LOVING IT,
IT WUD QUESTION ME ON MY TRUE AND FAITHFUL CHARACTER,
IT WUD LEAVE ME ALONE IN THE POOL OF HEART WRENCHING EMOTIONS,
AND INSTEAD OF WIPING MY TEARS,
IT WUD SHOUT ALOUD AND TELL ME TO CRY MY HEART OUT
SINCE IT WAS MY MISTAKE TO CHOOSE THE HEART AND FALL IN LOVE WITH IT.......