A HEARTS LONGING....

ITS THE STORY OF A TRUE HEART....

I LOVED THE HEART AS MUCH AS MYSELF,
I PUMPED IT WID MY BLOOD OF TRUE FEELINGS,
I LOVED IT WID UTTER EXPECTATIONS,
I DREAMT FOR IT,
I KILLED MY EMOTIONS FOR IT,
I KILLED MY LONGINGS FOR IT,
I THOUGHT THAT IT WUD LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I LOVED IT,
I THOUGHT IT WUD CARE FOR ME MORE THAN MYSELF,
I THOUGHT IT WUD CONSIDER ME ITS LIFE ,
I THOUGHT IT WUD CRY FOR ME WHEN I LEFT,
I THOUGHT IT WUD STAND BESIDE ME WHEN I WAS ALONE.
BUT NEVER IN MY DREAMS I IMAGINED THAT A DAY WUD COME WHEN,
IT WUD BLAME ME FOR LOVING IT,
IT WUD QUESTION ME ON MY TRUE AND FAITHFUL CHARACTER,
IT WUD LEAVE ME ALONE IN THE POOL OF HEART WRENCHING EMOTIONS,
AND INSTEAD OF WIPING MY TEARS,
IT WUD SHOUT ALOUD AND TELL ME TO CRY MY HEART OUT
SINCE IT WAS MY MISTAKE TO CHOOSE THE HEART AND FALL IN LOVE WITH IT.......

WHEN YOU ARE IN TRUE LOVE

WHEN YOU ARE IN TRUE LOVE,YOU TEND TO BE LOSING YOURSELF..EVRY MOMENT,EVRY SECOND..U FEEL THINGS ARE GOIN OUT OF YOUR CONTROL N UR HEART SIMPLY BEATS MAKIN YOU FEEL CONCIOUS AND POSSESSIVE ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP.EVEN IF YOU DNT WANA GET INTO IT,YOU WILL BE SLOGGED IN BY YOUR HEART.EVEN IF YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS HARMING YOUR PERSONAL N FAMILY LIF,U TEND TO SMEHOW MANAGE THINGS N STILL CARRY ON THE RELATIONSHIP.EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIF SEEMS TO BE SHARED WITH YOUR PARTNER N YOU LONG FOR HIS PRESENCE AT EVRY STEP YOU TAKE... YOU IMAGINE HIM SITTING BESIDE YOU WHEN YOU ARE LONELY N SAD BUT STILL NOT SHARE YOUR PROBLEM WITH HIM JUST FOR THE REASON THAT IT WUD MAKE HIM TENSED ND WORRIED.YOUR LOVE,EVN IF IT HARMS YOU,YOU STILL GO ON DRIVEN INTO IT DEEPER N DEEPER DAY BY DAY..THE MORE YOU LONG TO RESIST,THE MORE YOU GET INTO THE COCOON OF IT AND GET PRISONED WITH STRONG,IRRESISTABLE EMOTIONS..TIME POURS N YOU DNT REALISE HW SUBMERGED YOU ARE IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP....YOU TRY TO AVOID EVERY PROBABILITY WHICH WOUD POSE THREAT TO UR RELATIONSHIP,BE IT YOUR FRIENDS,YOUR CLOSE ONES,YOUR FAMILY....N ALL OTHER ELEMENTS.IF YOU ARE TRULY ENGROSSED IN LOVE,THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS TO YOU IS YOUR LOVE LIFE..U TEND TO BECOME SELFISH IN LOVE....TRUE LOVE IS A FORCE WHICH WOULD PULL YOU INTO ITSELF....PURPOSELY DROWN YOU INTO AN UNESCAPABLE POOL OF DEEP,STRONG AND EVERLASTING EMOTIONS....
TRUE LOVE IS NOT TO BE UNDERSTOOD OR PROOVED.....IT JUST NEEDS TO BE FELT...ONCE YOU FEEL IT,THE SHIP OF YOUR LIFE IS SET SAIL BY A SOOTHING,CALM DRIFT OF PASSIONATE AND WARM FEELING NAMED LOVE....